some are born into a rather wealthy family and have everything there before them
some work all their lives only to ask ... "what for" near the end of their journey on earth
some believe that hard work and determination will help them achieve their dreams..
recently, too many people around me are undergoing massive life stage changes..
those that i go to ktv with almost every week for the past year or so... all of sudden are either getting married, becoming dads or traveling back to asia to do family business...
they have the ability to just turn their lives 360 degrees in whatever way they can...
simply because they have the money to do so....
then i sit here and wonder.... how hard do i have to work, how many hours do i have to put into what i do
before i can reap in the harvest... before i can afford to get married, before i can afford to start a family?
i really try to keep myself on top of my game... but sometimes, it becomes so much more difficult when you see some people getting exactly what you want, without having to sweat for it......
i think i have a bad personality... i should be happy for these people, whom are my friends..
and yet, i find it hard to express my inner joy for them because i just feel so bitter about myself
in the short 22 years of my life... i don't think i have it the hardest, not at all
but i do think that i have it harder than the average person......
do i make my life harder than it should be? perhaps....
我要放心放膽去衝 我要上廣闊的太空
豁出幾分英勇要忘懷沈重 前進才能成功 從空中可給操縱
我信天真的鬥志 雖挫敗仍然嘗試 蝕底過當做投資 滿腦太多好主意 從此懷著大志
越唱越強 艱辛波折別去想
再放聲高唱 唱到底仍鏗鏘
我 越唱越勇找到方向 即使一個亦夠響
我決心不理形像 發洩我想 我繼續狂唱 唱到自信更高漲
我要隻身去膽搏膽 跌痛也一個人承擔
遇到些少感嘆我仍憑傻勁 來抗衡來平反
如孤單都懂得撐
我要出天真的鬥志 雖挫敗仍然嘗試 蝕底過當做投資 信我會有天可以 憑聲音去完成大志sometimes, i can't help but feel a bit alone in this journey i keep fighting for...
to achieve the standards i set for myself
to reach the higher vision that i climb for....
sometimes, i really feel like no one understands how important this means to me...
sometimes, i feel if i do fall .... i will need to know how to picky myself back up because..
if i don't, no else will.....................
sometimes, i feel as if i am living my life in solidarity.....
掃去記憶裡的鴻毛 逃離未蒸發的薄霧
放棄跳不了那場圓舞 遺忘是過程沒壞與好
過去給拋進熔岩的心灰飛了 浮塵沒帶來天動地搖
近鏡的一切化為長鏡 閉目 然後 微笑
從頭細數命運由甚麼鑄成 心境每秒在註釋生命
密雲外還有清空 眼淚哪可遮掩眼睛
沒有光末路憑目光照明 火花擦碎後更加豐盛
天國近才會記得不死本領 你也痛醒請做証
太固執所以也痛苦得很可愛 從前樂意地死去活來
我縱使可以燃燒下去 誰來為那場趣劇致哀
曾經 盲目到望晚空等黃昏
麻木到願發生的蠢事持續發生
床前無明燈 提示每日重新做人
我不變 怎改變一個人
如像火鳥在洪爐內花瓣在懸崖上躍下才可再生
密雲曾蒙閉給沾濕的眼睛 認定雨天找不到星
沒有光末路憑目光照明 火花擦碎後更加豐盛
天國近才會記得不死本領 誰曾忘掉這種悟性
i await that day where i will finally be at the place i am aiming for today....
happy married with a loving family while leading an aspiring life of a career women
enjoying the entitlement as Canada's top 40 under 40 and most admired women leader
while looking back at the honour of having been youth entrepreneur of the year
i will get there...................someday.
