was going to type Chinese then i gave up because thoughts are just running through my head at like 100km/h
for some reason... things feel strange recently....
there's just something that i can seem to put out of my head
and yet i cant seem to grasp what that something is...
it's like im struggling between two school of thoughts....
growing up, you start seeing things in a different light...
and yet, i still cant seem to let go of those long time feelings that i've burdened myself with
it's almost like a reluctance to let go....
and why don't i feel You anymore?
for the longest time since end of summer....
i was blessed with the power of intuition....
everything i did was reassured that it's the right way, right direction...
but now.... i feel this intuition is gone....
and...... there are some old friends that i really miss.....
i wish we were how we used to be...
sigh
