i will continue to hold on to my belief that... it is a false negative.
once again today, i decided to navigate around facebook to see what's going on with the world i know
profile after profile, picture after picture, status after status...
slowly, i came to realize......
many people have moved on to very new stages of their lives
the high school students I used to train in VY.... are now in university, experiencing being away from home
some of my older frns from elementary who went to college have now graduated and working full-time
some of the folks i met at church since a young age via bible class/eccclc/focolare etc. have started families; either getting engaged, married or having children
most people from my immediate social circle in university have graduated and now working full-time at big name firms, striving to build up their careers
then i look at myself............... and feel very insignificant....
time is always moving, people are always changing...
what makes my life, my changes ..... that much more of big deal?
answer is - it's not.
and truthfully.... for the first time in a long time..
i feel blessed and very much comforted...
at this feeling of insignificance..